So i'm really disapointed...
We didn't get the house, i know i shouldn't be upset but i am.
I'm pissed.
They wouldn't even say why we didn't get the place.
something about a privacy act...
What ever something more like they rented to family instead
thats fucking retarded.

Marjories sick which really sucks i hope she gets better before
she gets here for the weekend.
she's e-mailed 6-7 people about new places she's found.
We have an interview on a place this Saturday at 12pm
i really like the place and i think it's a better deal then
the other place so why not.

I'm not as down and Scott probably thought i would be about not
getting the place i guess Scott prepared me for that.
I just really want to be on my own away from parent's
but I guess not getting this place just gives Scott & Myself
more time to save money for things.

I've been having troubles sleeping lately..
anyone have any advice?
I don't have any means to take and drugs/sleeping pills
so non narcotic ideas are really appreciated.
thank you so much.

I've been really addicted to watching South park
And Law and Order SVU lately. no weird dreams though.

I want to get Scott something special for christmas.
I don't know what to do though.
I'm getting him a new computer chair cause his other one is broken.
other than that i have no clue what to get him.
maybe a year of World of Warcraft?
but he can get that just as easily him self, and i play
it too so it's like buying me and him a gift.
I really want to get the couples pass tot he toronto zoo for a year...
but we have no way to get to the zoo cause we have no car..
he would love that gift sooo much!
i know he would i just know it and it just sucks so much
that we cant get there.

I guess thats all for now.
I really have nothing else to say.
This is the most i've written in a long time.
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